Im feeling very lost at the moment.
Im proud of myself over the last few years, I've accomplished so much, and a lot of it has taken a lot of courage.
Moving out of home, having my kids, visiting my in laws, getting my licence, studying etc
all of it has made me stronger but I'm feeling a lot of pressure in regards to this job issue.
Im not ready to it but no one is listening or hearing me. oh just get over it jess, the anxiety.
im sorry but it does not work simply like that, its not a button i can push on and off at will.
im feeling sad inside, why cant i just take it at my pace and do it in my own time? am i asking so much? i am not enjoying the week because i know, thursday is coming and thursdays i hate.
i feel angry,hurt,sadness and alot of other things, and i just wanna scream, but im not allowed too. i have to keep it inside because if i do, then yet another disappointment.
i just wanna go back to when i was feeling happy and settled within myself and life.
what happened?
